You Matter More

You Matter More

It has been a long road, the waiting for things to change. It is so hard to keep your heart soft. It feels so much easier to close it off. To stop hoping. To stop trying to get yourself to believe that things will change—that your loss won’t bring pain, that you won’t feel stuck in depression, trapped in circumstances you didn’t anticipate being yours to live. 

This was not the plan, you tell Me. It was not the plan to feel isolated - not only from other people but from your own heart. For you have put it away, this heart of yours. It has felt too much—too needy, too heavy. What it needs, what it cries out for, you don’t even want to know. That was me..... I was afraid of my new life, a life I didn’t plan.

So did you push it down? Did you kept it quiet or isolated? Did you ignore it the best you can? And are you are getting good at it too?. It aches, I tried to look at the bright side to think about the positive things in my life. When it feels heavy, I make myself busy. I’d stayed preoccupied with tasks and projects and work. There is always so much to do. It is easy to keep moving, keep filling moments with the next thing and the next thing and the next. And your heart gets buried, silenced in the busy and the noise.

But I see it. I know it. I have not forgotten it. I am not tricked, distracted by all your movement, your ignoring of what I love most.

Will you listen now? I have something to say. You matter. You matter to Me. Your emotions, your opinions, your story, your pain. How you feel and what you think. You are treasured. Do not ignore you. Do not dismiss you. Do not reject you. Do not neglect you. So, please, why do you do this to your own self? Why do you run from your feelings, dismiss your opinions? Why do you push away your desires, assume they are not important, not worth caring about? It’s not worth it. You are only hurting you. 

Your heart matters - your heart is not just a shell, a hollow holding place where your thoughts, your emotions, your ideas should be dismissed. For you matter. You matter. Your heart matters. Your desires matters. 

It is time to pay attention to it. It is time to address your pain, years of dismissal of your own thoughts and memories and hopes and dreams, and give it to God the one who will take your pain when you decide to let go. For God sees it, and God knows it—and giving it to Our Heavenly Father will enable youto see it, hear it, feel it. It is time to stop ignoring the masterpiece that you are and the plan that God has installed for you.

You are complex and beautiful, a masterpiece I want to restore and heal. So slow now. Pause. Take a deep breath. Take another. There is a journey we are going to set out on. It a journey to your heart. And you will not go it alone. It is place luminous with the hope of joy. It is a place fragrant with new life. It is a place restored and good—where all the old pain is noticed and attended to. We honor your heart and trust God will honour our lives and our pain.. God will show us how to love your own self and our new life by letting God love you. We have to go there. We have to. Come; no more distraction. This is going to be so good—the beginning of everything for you. Let’s go.

You can do this.

Be You

Be Real 

Be Authentic 

MISS.AGE❤️