Stand Strong and Don’t Give Up.
I remember the first night without my husband Age and that I almost gave up. I had been doing so much better with the depression and with my wrecked life. I assumed I was okay, but I was not. That night, I almost lost the desire to fight. Curling down into a fetal position, I felt the darkness sinking in. Tears spilled over each eyelid and fiercely rolled down my cheeks and onto my neck. I felt a tightness in my chest, like something heavy was pressing against it. “It’s too much,” I thought to myself. “It’s too much.” It seemed as if I was no longer breathing, and why should I try? It was better this way. Someone would find me in the morning. I would die a natural death, depressed and alone.
Through it all, God will give you the strength to keep going. You can’t give up because that’s just not the way you are supposed to roll. You must be persistent and be obedient in your pursuit of fulfilling your purpose. This is your life that you are fighting for. Your destiny will affect many other people as well. Expect your deliverance. Expect your sudden rescue. It is on the way. You must make up your mind that no matter what, you will reach your destiny. You will have everything that God has for you. Find scriptures to back it up. Read the word and say it out loud. Renew your mind and spirit with the Word of God, even if it seems to be doing no good.
Giving up? That’s just not the way you roll. The problem may be big, but your God is bigger. Meditate on the Word, even if you don’t feel like it. Constantly praise Him for your progress, even if you don’t really see it just yet. You are walking by faith. Turn to prayer and turn to scripture. Allow God to keep his promises to you.
Stand Strong and Don’t Give Up. MISS.AGE
Dear MissAge, Thank You For Your Bravery, ThankYou For Your Tenacity, Thank You For Sharing Your Precious Memories. Thank You For Your Honesty, Thank You For Your Boldness in the Midst of Your Tragedy & Great Loss. Thank You For Your Blog!! Thank Your For Being Vulnerable To Pour Out Your Heart & Bear Your Soul, The Good, The Bad & The Ugly of what it is To Have Loved & Then To Have Unexpectedly, Tragically Lost, The Other Half of You!! Your Beloved Husband! Thank You For Being Raw & Real.
ReplyDeleteThanks you so much for your encouraging message.
DeleteI realised the more I express my feelings towards my Age and towards my pain the more I’m releasing my bondage of grieving and the more I find my healing and restoration.
I hope that my readers will find healing too. It takes time. ❤️