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Suicide Attempts

Hey Blessings,

Suicide attempts!

There’s one thing I hold close to my heart is my Faith in The Lord. Without Jesus in my life, I don’t think I’ll be here. My strength comes from Jesus. Yes God’s love kept me from committing suicide. Real talk the thought did cross my mind. Grief takes you to the most darkest places at times.
Let me tell you The Enemy is strong, He is out to get you. The Enemy is out to Steal,Kill and Destroy.

But the love I have for the Lord, my family, and friends was deeper then ending my life.
Just because you ain’t feeling life remember who loves you that is in the land of living.
“Love Conquers All”

For someone who does not have a relationship with Jesus I encourage you to open your heart. If not it’s okay all in Gods timing. Everyone has a choice there’s no judgement here.
This scripture below was one I held onto when the going gets tough. MISSAGE❤️


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