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Dearest Age

Dearest Age,
Happy Two Years in Heaven.
This past two years, life hasn’t been the easiest. I was heartbroken & confused. We both are eager to do God’s will & I’m thankful to God for leading me to you. It isn’t easy, but God makes everything better.
Our lives have changed. I never thought I would say goodbye to you so soon.
The moment you asked me to be your wife and I said yes, our world changed. I won’t forget how your face lit up. You were ready to tell the entire world. We prayed & He answered us. We were going to be one. However, God had other plans for you and my future. You probably thought if you would be a good dad or a grandfather one day.
Our marriage adventure was short, but these many years are full of so much joy I will forever be thankful for. We won’t be able to hold each other on Earth, but this only makes me want to go to heaven to see you. I wonder how it would be in Heaven.
I was so excited to see you as a father to our future children. You already were the greatest dad ever to your nieces and nephews.
With the heartache, I can only be grateful to God for you, you are the greatest gift. Gods had a mission that He would fulfill me with your love to help me face my brokenness. I couldn’t imagine any other way of starting a family without you. I guess you are my angel, next to God.
I love you. I admire you. I wish I could love the way you love me. I have fallen so much deeper in love with you. I’m scared of the future, but as long as I continue to have God in my life, those fears will be gone.
Happy two years in Heaven Bubba.
Thank You Lord for blessing me with an amazing Husband.
I know Age is your Son First Lord.
True love always and forever I love you always Age.

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